"I have been but little in," said Ninian hastily...

I had a very strange dream last night, and I awoke from it breathing fast and filled with anger. Between the dream itself and the reflection it prompted, I lay awake for some time, feeling petty and foolish, unworthy and unhappy with myself.

Thank heavens for cats. All three of the boys were sleeping curled up against me. I had only to reach out to feel soft fur and hear happy purring. I felt better and slept.