damn...

Sep. 6th, 2007 06:25 pm
winterbadger: (RockyMountain)
I just mailed a friend a link to the listing for our house, and I stopped to look at the pictures.

I love that house.

I love the friends I've shared it with.

It makes me sad to see it listed like that, a place that's going to be someone else's home, a place that isn't *my* home any more.

But, damn, it does look good! Mel took some excellent photos for the slide show!

And I'm glad to have had the chance to make all the memories I have of it. I do have a terrifically nice place to live now, with someone I adore, and the prospect of more places to live and more memories to create.

But it doesn't stop me being sad at saying goodbye...
winterbadger: (scots badger)
There's a thick fog over the area this morning. I'm loving the view out my window. In a minute I'm going back to bed to lie there with a book and my cats and maybe a mug of something and relax, maybe go back to sleep for a while. It's beautiful.

This is the sort of morning I never want to leave here. I love this house, and I love the friends I share it with. I have to remind myself that this *is* all going to change, whether I want it to or not. That I have to be active in shaping the change or just continue to accept what Fate decrees without complaint.

It's hard--sometimes I just want nothing to change. It seems to me wonderful as it is. But it doesn't seem so to everyone, and the only way things could not change would be a course of events that would make people I care about deeply unhappy.

And, so, things are bound to change, just as this beautiful foggy morning is bound to change into something else. And I can only hope and trust that it will change into something equally wonderful, just different.

And it's going to be a day
There is really no way to say no to the morning
Yes it's going to be a day
There is really nothing left to say but come on morning.

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