reflections

So, I learned today that I didn't get a job with the government I had applied for.

I wasn't thinking it was likely that I would, but when I saw the opening come up it was too good to resist at least applying. But I was half hoping I wouldn't get it, as it would mean staying around here for a couple more years at least.

And the divorce hearing has been rescheduled. It's the middle of next month. Sad, sad, sad, but it is what it is. Once that's done, we'll both be able to move on more easily.

I was thinking tonight as I was walking around my place. I'm happy. I'm content.

Maybe it's just getting back to good exercise and eating a bit more healthy.

Maybe it's the change in the weather today. (I've had all the windows open, and the wind and the fresh air and the rain have been wonderful.)

Maybe it's the good feeling that came with paying off all my credit cards today (including a big lump of charitable giving at the end of last year and all the class fees from AMU). I love having no debts, even if it makes me a bit cash-poorer.

Whatever it is, I am OK with where I am and where I'm headed.

Life in this comfy home of mine with my wonderful kitties is good. I have friends nearby and around about. I have my lovely family up in NJ. I have good times with Vix to look forward to while I'm here in DC.

And I have my move to prepare for. I am close to finally having the freedom to make it, however it comes about. I have friends there to see, and new ones to make. I have whatever adventures, whatever learning, whatever work that will all lead to. And lots of new places to see and learn about.

Just for one brief moment :-) I am happy and content. Life really is good.