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[winterbadger]

Back on January 1st, I made this post, setting this year as the year I was moving to the UK.

I'm establishing a corollary: if it doesn't happen this year, I'm giving up.

I have been working on this for five years. I got *so* close three years ago, when I actually got my HSMP letter.

I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of uncertainty. I'm tired of waiting "one more year". I want to feel as if I'm getting on with my life, not marking time waiting for something to happen.

I've been feeling uprooted for, well, since Chris and I got divorced. And I'm sick of it, sick at heart. I want to put down some roots again, SOMEwhere. If not in the UK, here again, or back in New England.

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[winterbadger]

Thanks, m'dear. On the one hand, what's one more year, if it finally gives me the chance I need? On the other hand, I've been saying "just one more year" for five years now, and often putting off other things that are important to me. Enough is enough.